__________ shower me with love ♥

2007-05-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

todae is my first dae of work. still quite okay with e environment and peeps :) thanks for giving me the chance to learn. don worry i will work hard wan. give me sometime alright. dear send me dere and home too. so happie. but, we quarrel. i don wan to have arguements and conflicts. jus understand wad i wan and angry about can? sorry. i didn't really mean it. i love euu so much. how would i bare to quarrel with euu. let's not talk about this. make me hurts. tml is last dae of sintua, i am damn fucking happy. faster over okays. i shall stop here le. so tired. tml still got work. i will update my blog everydae unless i not free. muacks!

2007-05-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i blogg.
dunno why kinda lazy to write. lols.
jus update yest event, went to dear's sintua as ahseng come my hse fetch me.
went over to ajunid mrt to meet seng keong and da wei.
i suggest to take cab so they agreed cos is at tiong bahru there.
dear is so busy and they help out too excluding me. hahah.
so i sit down and watch wad they doing. lameness.
aftermath, dear send us home and he went back again. poor him.
but we quarrel of stupide thing. sorry baby.
i didn't went home so i walk over to ahseng hse there.
leslie and jiaseng come meet us at mac too.
we chit chatted and decide to go find dear again.
js lazy to drive so we took cab there.
we reach there and realised he went home already but luckily his parents still there.
managed to drive us back. save our cab money.
we waited at his hse downstair and chit chatted again.
ah da called dear and he come to meet us and we went to mac and eat.
i know we are stupide lame larhs.
but we do enjoyed our laughters alot.

2007-05-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

i'm back to talk abt thrus activity. first i went for an interview with e accompany of dear. so sweet of him. hope i can get it.pray hard for me! hais. went home and change again, out to suntec convention hall for dinner with his campmate, bingxiang and ben. hahah. wad a wonderful buffet i had. thanx binxiang. damn full larhs. after eating, went to mos to meet anna and shanon too. it was a enjoyable dae as i can get to see ronald after so long time, more handsome and of cos cute. stay e way u're are. okays. left quite early around 2plus as dear need to book in early in e morn. so sadd :( overall, a happie dae for me. love all peeps around me too. muacks =)

it's a lonely fridae nite for me.
without him by my side.
imisshimbadly.
sometimes, i do feel tat i can't live without him.
is tat really true?
i can't deny NO becos whenever i need him, he will try his veri best to make it.
i really thankful letting me to meet such a wonderful boyfriend.
but e saddness thing is,
sometimes i can't feel e love, caring towards me whether i am alive anot?
u might admit i am idiot or childish e way i am thinking.
but pls wake up from ur sense can. i hate all this.
dear, we gonna reach 2years le soon.
i hope i won't feel e pain anymore. not anymore.
we gonna go thru e roads together no matter how difficult or easy e path will be.
hope euu understand how i feel okays.
i will never let euu go of my hands.
i truly love my baby so much.
let's us be e most loving couple in e world alright. plenty of kisses <3

u're e one who hugs me to sleep .

u're e one who let me know wad is warmth of love .

u're e one who sayang me .

u're e one who give me surprising kiss .

u're e one who let me feel touched in someway.

u're e one who protect me.

:P my everything, my soul, mylife, mylovelyboy~

2007-04-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

hello blog.

let me update yest thing happen. i didn't went to work as i am so tired and i dun feel like working anymore. lols. i wish i can be taitai lady but i guess my dear will support me rite. HAHA. went to collect e van with JS and DEAR. we headed back to dear's downstair. den JS went to take bus home. dear suggested to send him back but he reject. thank JS for helping :) dear's dad wanted to go fetch his mom home to stay. all becos of his fucking BRO alright. i jus hate him so much e way he do and think he's rite all e long. omg. wtf.

after tat, went to meet JS they all slack while at ahseng kor de mac. dear got abit fever cos his face so white. but. dear, i beside euu alright. i will take care of euu wan. i promise. muacks. i suggested to go hm rest but he dunwan. wanna meet ah da they all while at sengkang slack while. cos he long time nv meet him le. i realise janelle is pregrant for 2mths le. oh gosh. i so suprised cos she so young this year. older than me one year onli. but anyway, congulation okays. it's around 1plus am le. den we headed back hm le. i feel so tired. hope my boi recover faster alright. ilovehim.

2007-05-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

hello bloggy.

is been long since i last blog le. but i make sure i blog everydae from now on. hahah.

nth special much happen todae, went out to eat dinner with mom & dear. aftermath, no place to go and went back straight my hse to slack. although, it was boring but i have the accompany of him. but nvm, tml is a enjoyable dae for me. YAY! lastly, iloveyou my sweetest boyfriend!

2007-04-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

yeah~ went to citylink with my mom tis afternoon. tot i won't get anything i like but i bought a heeled shoes. hees. after tat, went back to pasir ris hm to pack some stuffs. we hurried cos my mom wanted to catch e show 4.30pm. BUT, i guess it's already late so my mum suggest to take cab home. great tat i no need to take bus as i hate e most. hahahas.

atually wanna go mos tonight but nobody is going even my dear and his frien. nvm i shall go next time den (: feel so freaking sians but nvm one more hour to meet my dear le. i miss him larhs. i am now counting down 20days patiently. but dun worries, time flies fast wan alright. maybe going back to pasir ris hm later? maybe going slack? maybe jus stay at home with e accompany of baby? hmmm.

2007-04-24T04:03:00.000+08:00

missing euu everysecond, everynite, everydae euu not with me.

a tiring n lack of sleep earli yest morning as mom wake me up at 9am but i continue to sleep till 11am den wake up. lazy me. i moving hse so she asked me to pack my stuffs. bobian. can't disobey wad my mum says. poor daughter. haha. actually dear wanted to come out and help me but he got duty. no choice. i know euu sincere okays! thanks. but i will put some stuffs for euu to help me wan. don worries. haha.

counting down to 22days, i understand how euu feel alright. i know we miss each other badly but at least euu can come out at nite or wen euu can jus to meet me. i feel xinfu le. i know is hard for us to pass thru but i know we can de. trust me. trust urself too. U CAN DO IT! let me be ur part of ur partner to walk down e road together with euu till e end alright. i not going to leave euu. cos i know euu already part of my life i wanna be le. gan dong ma? waiting for euu patiently de laopo okays. laogong woaini. off to sleep le. goodnite bloggy~

2007-04-24T03:27:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY 22THapril.

wad have i done?! went to meet jiaseng, ahseng and andy for slack and chit chatting again. of cos with dear too. he has fever and out of camp for one dae. don worrie i be here to take care of euu alright. muacks. i enjoy myself dere. around 1plus am le, i request to go home as i feeling tired already. some pics taken before we went to sleep. super lame. BUT we sweet larhs. envy us pls :)

i look disgusting with no makeups. yucks. but who cares, as long as dear loves e way i am.

are we loving enough? how sweet! plenty of kisses for euu.

stupide face of me and hubby at my room with blanklet. how lame.

isn't our acting so real? we pretend to sleep. my stupide idea. hahaha.

2007-04-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

FINALLY i free to update my activites last few days.

On 21thapril, went to meet anna at pasir ris control station den we took train over to aljunied to meet js, ahseng and leslie. we sat down dere n slack awhile, chit chatting also. haha. dear called me and sae he wanted to come down meet me too. so we waited at ahseng's hse bus stop for him to reach. we went to kallang kfc to eat dinner as we feeling hungry. next, we headed to east coast park for cycling. so fun larhs. everyone is sweating n of cos SMELLY lo. but stupide ahsengkor don noe how to cycle. poor him. baby, if i remember this e third time we cycle rite. memories for us. i will nv forget all e happening we had :) here are some pics taken at east cost park.

he look so nerd alright. euu sweat so much. cos i know euu spend long time teaching ahseng to cycling. poor baby.

we are so sweaty and shack mann. tired after 1hr of cycling.

while waiting for dem to teach ahseng, i snap some pics. freaking tired. so smelly. can't stand it larhs. but i do enjoy. love dem to e fullest.

aftermath, we went to parkway parade to meet ruiting cos she wan to pass her " aixin biscuits" for jiaseng de. so sweet of her. after tat nite is still young so anna decided to go nearby coffeeshop for a drink. besides that can decide where to go. i think of going ktv. all agree. so i book e room. it's so cheap. each of us need to fork out $7 dollar. overall, we still managed to enjoy ourself till i sore thoat. omg. and of cos dear feel abit sick too. poor us.

pics taken at ktv with dear and anna. both is precious to me. BABYdear, thanks for putting time to come out to meet me alright even euu sick. i appreciate lots. i swear. loveyou. ANNAmei, thanks for this 7years of sistership to be dere for me. i know in e past we not as close as now, BUT from now on we gonna be as close as our sec sch time okays. i miss it so much. loveyou too.

our group pic at ktv katong. rt missing. but nvm. we still got chance to take together alright. great ah everybody. haha.

2007-04-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

hello blog.

nth much to sae abt yest, it was tiring dae for me cos i stay at home e whole dae. plus doing some packing up. lols. although it was bored but at least i managed to spend more time with my mom. love her :) yeah.

at nite, dear called me and sae he coming out to find me. so happie. i can see him. around 11plus, he reach my hse le. i do enjoyed e little times with him i swear. but he going back at 7am like tat in e morn. BABY, at least euu made ur effort to come out find me alright.

deciated to boi, i knew euu are bored and sadd but it's over soon okays.
i will be here for euu forever one. trust me. i won't go firlt n zoot wen euu not around. i have ur friends, mygirls to pei me go thru this 25days left. alright. euu still can meet me at nite de wad. cheer up. some pics taken with him with his sadded look. hais.
laopo LOVE euu.

dear&me with our kuku spec

2007-04-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

life is not perfect without euu by my side

IMISSYOU hubby.

my mood is fucking down. my dear is serving SOL now. but e happiest thing i heard from him is "his sir let him come out" thanks. dear, i will pei euu n go thru this 28days with euu alright! cheer up baby. i am here to support euu. ur laopo yibeizi.